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  benzrad 6:01 pm on August 27, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  these days baby played less games on pc, but watching more animation online, and tv show. he asked me to find more games takes the formula of quiz show. i tried but harvest less. 

  yesterday baby insisted i watching a piece of animation, in which a robot of a little boy offered him a robot lover, for he had problem to attract real world girl friend. i sensed evils around troubled my baby with abnormal love or passions. i myself also troubled by hard core gays in office.God, my dearest dad, once shown me when i was a collegian what a normal same sex friend looks like, and this time is time for me to show my baby what's genius friendship differs from twist emotion. i told baby what's my view on gay and lesbian, what's love of God, which is the most selfless love and never expels the most pour love between lovers or spouse. ema attended aside but don't prevent my preach, but left earlier. i know its hard for human not to mess up when 2 same sex persons live closely attached, even like dad&son, for men lives to be the only and independent, but i trust God no problem not to blur his only Mightiest and most Sainted when i can do something aside baby son when he needs cares and attendance for his childhood. i trust God no problem that i can live with my baby as long as i need, and when the trinity asks.

  its a bright afternoon now. yesterday the 2 gays facing&backing my desk conspired and operated behind me when i reading on my notebook, to hurt my neck. my neck since then painful till last night sleep heels. i again exhausted last night and even this morning i felt too sleepy to leave ema's house. i dozed till 10 pm to get up. the grandma came over and brought baby outside. baby these days more or less infected by evil spying eyes upon abnormal passionate or love, that resulted in my spending more time to heal baby's being stained and divined him again.

  its really a nice moment now. i just installed new games got in the morning on our legend pc for baby uses, and updated our google picasa web album with new shots i made recently. dog in China surveillance blocked quite some google's service, like youtube, picasaweb, but they only let domestic access to my picasaweb album problematically, but don't intimidate me not to try ways to update my account there. here is the proof.

  Ok, my dearest girls, here i will retreat to silence again. my restless craving for u never cease or fade. hold me tighter, baby, not let time wash out our love. hold my love in real and walk toward our ever brighter grand gathering. we had a long time to live together, under one roof and in one family.

  God bless us. took it sincerely.

   

  cloudy sky over the city of Qiqihar.

   

  cranes and trees in baby's mother's house's backyard.

   

  forest in south park near ema's house.

   

  sun ray among clouds.

   

  baby son, warren zhu, with his new school bag.

   

  a swallow rests on the rim of my office window.

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• benzrad 9:36 pm on August 18, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  校友群  2009-08-18 16:37:15

  张和协，你再贴我的条，我就把你买来打折处理

  校友群  2009-08-18 16:54:04

  呵呵，他贴你么事条呀

  校友群  2009-08-18 17:08:45

  QQ抢车位

  校友群  2009-08-18 17:12:02

  http://edongwanbao.blog.sohu.com/

  校友群  2009-08-18 17:12:21

  看看黄冈市法院是多么黑

  王飞舟(410230117)  2009-08-18 17:12:59

  那是你们政府的事，与我们无关，敬告：勿谈国事

  校友群  2009-08-18 17:57:29

  一杯可乐两元钱，肯德基里卖六元
  一个土豆砌成条，做成薯条又七元
  两块面包一块肉，夹成汉堡卖几元？
  外商赚钱不算少，地震捐款捐多少？
  不捐难赚中国钱，磨磨噌蹭捐一点。
  哪有民族企业猛，患难之下见分晓
  不见经传王老吉，一捐就捐一个亿
  奇瑞一辆三万块，捐款一千六百万
  本田年销千万辆，捐款才捐二十万
  兄弟姐妹醒一醒，一脉相连血肉情
  食品饮料日用品，国产不比洋货差
  中华儿女一家人，民族振兴靠国人
  各位朋友转一转，莫枉做个中国人
  如果你是中国人，请转发你所有的中国群
  法国宣布，禁止进口中国产的花生米，椅子和鞋类。
  法网民煽动抵制中国货，称中国损失远超法国
  法国网民已经开始有动作了
  美国网民已经抵制中国了
  日本也停止进口中国产品了
  中国网民那么多，天天等着外国主动抵制我们而我们袖手旁观吗？
  我们还等什么？
  我们中国

  校友群  2009-08-18 17:57:29

  网民还能做什么？动动鼠标难道比法国人反抗中国难吗？
  网民你还等什么？
  难道还要等到像日本占领东三省一样？？
  同胞们，行动，发动你身边的每一个人，
  这次可是动真格的了，是中国人的就 转 

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:05:13

  老王还信这些?wto,贸易自由化白进了.小家子气那么重干啥?

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:08:32

  东三省经历日本统治,难道真的那么糟糕吗?gcd的炮火还不止那里来的.台湾的"海角七号"可以看出生活在不同的统治者下的连续.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:10:16

  中国制造轰轰烈烈这么多年,不是美国消费者买单,中国还不知道落后几重天.

  叶子惠(468237768)  2009-08-18 18:11:46

  八戒 你去国外比较合适哎

  校友群  2009-08-18 18:12:02

  悲哀，我们遇到大师了

  叶子惠(468237768)  2009-08-18 18:12:19

  王可宇 呵呵 可好？

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:11:04

  中国何能何德几十年内飞速发展?最关键的技术积累哪里来的?

  校友群  2009-08-18 18:12:40

  你怎么长大的？

  叶子惠(46827768)  2009-08-18 18:12:43

  我都感觉八戒怎么像是被洗脑了

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:12:41

  我就知道明朝的中国领先世界几十年也没弄出个响来,你今天的网络或手机,全球神经,那里来的

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:14:03

  君子喻于义,小人喻于利.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:14:43

  中国人动不动摆牛逼,只能自挖墙角

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:15:46

  一句话,有本事再改革开放回去.

  叶子惠(468921768)  2009-08-18 18:18:07

  八戒 你咋了 受刺激了？

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:17:31

  我看见小人就来气.

  叶子惠(4682127768)  2009-08-18 18:19:04

  谁是小人啊

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:18:22

  那小钱小巧厄人的.

  叶子惠(421927768)  2009-08-18 18:20:12

  

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:19:36

  大和至上. 用马克思的话,存在的必然合理.看不到中国跟世界的紧密联系,动辄厄人,这是恐怖分子的惯技.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:25:43

  要论孤立,清朝干得最好,自取其辱的就是入侵或挨打.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:26:32

  水要六,风要吹,逆势的,上帝不耐.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:30:33

  可宇没看最近的网评吗,有想在故宫里开麦当劳还是星巴克的,中国不让,理由是国脸,结果,现在那里开面条馆,30元一碗.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:31:08

  这是真事.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:33:07

  中国的问题,最大的问题,就是官太多,啥都要管,因为管是他们的饭碗.中国的人吃人,五千年了,从孔子始.孔教孔教,就是恐教.

  benzrad[570503557]  2009-08-18 18:53:46

  对不起,我这里的发言自觉精彩,我要发到我的博客.各位真名我隐去.请多关照.

  ps: tried to post this item with some photos i shot with my first DC, but China surveillance heavily blocking and failed me many times to post photos.

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• benzrad 3:57 pm on July 30, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  ema suggested to haunt Lun River after all her pupils left. i hesitated but couldn't let baby alone. so we together launched. in the river baby really had a good time! he enjoyed the water so much! i kept on shot. neighbors likely including some evils and dogs surveillance us. one of 2 men babbled and claimed too brutal, just let us know. God sees the beautiful scene!

  for youtube banned in China for a long time, i had found other video hosting site to post my video of baby playing in the river. so i found vimeo, and registered some family frequent accounts. but this moment access to it unstable, China surveillance likely dog chasing after us and ruin any way i can make use of. however, this video is available, as vimeo email to report me this message.

  the dark over China Internet sky really sick and thick nowadays. i bet its resolved with the collapse of dictation in China, the dogged land and my vested kingdom from God and my ancestor.

  view our happy moment with water in Lun river of Heilongjiang, a tour of an hour bus from ema's house, aside the city of Qiqihar.

  the same movie hosted on flickr, shorten for the site's limit on length of movie.

  http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377

  

  http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364025922584177570

  http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364024672350407250

  visit recent album including our happy time in Lun river, at google:

  http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited

  bye, all my beloved, time left for us is bounty while words between us is peculiar. join me my beloved, sooner the better.

  See and download the full gallery on posterous

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• benzrad 5:27 pm on July 27, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  its had been almost a week since i arrived my baby's mother's home. past week sees the pleasure between our reunion.baby ride on my shoulders for several times and liked it. we saw some children outside and in most cases i felt baby proud of his dad's presence. baby also asked to buy some food and toy from the evil shop within the south garden, where in my second time backward i had dispute with it and was sent to my hometown. lots of people i don't felt familiar, but essentially old time returned. violence deeply rooted in the environment my Royal seats, that really affect some members of my family, like ema, my mother,etc. black dog constantly barking upon wrong trees. God sees their poor plots and vain of their dirty wish to trap my family. God sees glory of his son's Royal and untouchable purity of pride and proud of my Royal.

  its my first day in office of QRRS, my once and long time employer, also a old style state-owned enterprise. evils still jammed in office on the same floor. i dozed awhile amid the demons. in the past week, i mainly migrating stuff i got in vacation on my notebook to dvds, but also surfed some time. the Internet situation even worse here than that in my hometown. facebook was blocked, so did picasaweb, twitter, youtube, to name a few. most disgusts me is the blocking of picasaweb, for its dispensable for my first camera, a best gift from Masheng, my Japanese fiancee. i also felt flat while China surveillance banned most of domestic twitter copycats, like fanfou, jiwai, with which my family had accounts. the dictator of China really wrecked in fear of public and rapid communication, like twitter or microblog tools.

  the tour of returning to Qiqihar is interesting. the Harbin railway station was shabby, the process of re-assign a seat for my ticket whose route was missed by delay of its previous route, cost me near 3 hours. quite some collegians there made unlawful transition on ticket, including quite some Uyer. i finally lost my temper and sneer at a sick minded collegian. in the waiting hall i encountered a female receptor and God shown me a lot that i is the chosen. i was in deep proud and roamed there for more than 2 hours till sleepiness drove me to the queue for boarding. there after finding a seat, i at once felt into sleep. even after about 20 minutes doze, i recharged a lot. when i woke up, i found a tall girl which at once remind me of my girl zhou. but she is too slim and i decided its not what i pray for. after aboard, she seats just behind me. but i again dozed. just a stop at Daqing station, the tall girl missing, likely left the train at the station. i soon attracted by a girl nearby, an athlete training school student. but the facing seats, 2 dogs, heavily challenged me and interfering my communication with the girl student, so i concentrated to kill the dogs. in the night i was woke up by the threats targeting my baby son, and shit according God's guide. God laughs toward all conspire aiming to trap my Royal's untouchable proud and pride.

  its a peaceful morning in office. the evils in the office both left. i see God in every photon and every leaves outside of the window. i can't figure out what its like my life here after the fruitful hometown journey, but God surely knows my life in bliss approaching the gathering of my beloved, like Masheng, girl zhou, Taiwan girl, girl lü, girl Jiang, and my Empire emerging.

  See and download the full gallery on posterous

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• benzrad 12:38 pm on July 16, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  it all started when i sang in front yard of my past dad, God's old house against threaten of violence. my mother, now turns clear, a life time spy and betrayal of my family, and dark witch chaser, evilly sat in the door facing the evil dark house owner's room just in front of my dad's house. i sang for my girls, but the profaning from my mother and the evil dark house owner turns intensively challenged me. in the last fight, my mother gave up and retreated to house. i sat there in the front yard in solitary. i felt God never let me do anything i dislike, and more important, the pure glory of my Royal forever untouchable. i reviewed my turning stronger missing for my baby, and decided its time to reunite with my baby and his mother. so i at once informed ema and our baby son about my decision in front yard in sunset. ema in doubt as usual, suggesting me later to return. but my girls, in holy message let me know its right to leave the evil land.

  in the coming days i more and more see through the dark on my mother, and my past dad's struggle with the nearby enemies of his Empire. i got clearly the evils of the neighbors exerted on my old dad before his past by. my mother never belong to my dad, she lived in her family name, Hu, the same of current China's President. she lives lifetime in dark, in chase of her taste of ugly things and dark witch. she ruined most of my dad's children, let them abnormal, except my elder sister, my past eldest sister in her prime time, my kid brother and me. my kid brother still in missing road toward union with my dad, but this moment he is wrong. my mother don't love me, too. she in fact only love herself. in my life she exerted lots of obstacles just prevent my insight of her evils. she humiliated my family a lot with her foolish and selfish behaviors.

  the neighbors' evil also gradually turn clear to me. the most ugly that needs action is the front and behind house owner, one is called Zhu zhongcai,朱中才, the back neighbor, and the dark house owner, a former slave before the new public. they spy my dad, God's life for decades, trying mimic the holy spirit, just in aim to hurt my dad. the dark house owner is also a freak, a rapist, with which my mother more and more turned into his victim. Zhu zhongcai once was a elementary school teacher in the darkest period of China under abnormal mao's influence. he claimed my name has problem and my parents changed my name accordingly. now his grandsons all steal name space from my family. for example, among the villagers, seldom has the mid name like mine, 子(in English,son), but his 2 grandsons all adopt it from mine. even worse, the second grandson steal one of  my dad's name, 明, the second Dynasty of Zhu's. they openly profaned the holy, and risk to see if we kill.

  now its kill time. my mother died in lack of blood, or anemia. she shouldn't bury with my dad, God. zhu zhongcai's family, including all his family, and the family of his 2 brothers, die soon in their burning house. the dark house owner, the evil still spying, dies in the ruin of his house and by hits of flocks of falling stones, both in desert, let dog and flies and mouse to lick. his offspring all died in the same way. their house all vanished and our mountains of my dad stand again in front of us.

  the another back neighbor, the elder son of my past uncle and his evil family, esp. his fat and abnormal wife in family name zheng, die now. his fat wife died in water prison, die of cold and dark. himself and his sons and his larger family alive, die of infection of mad dog, or rabies. some die of rotten blood, or sepsis.

  its my order of kill. i m leaving the land evil prevails, and abnormal or distort rampant. the land will be clear and clean after wiping ordered here, and my dad's glory manifests clearer in the sky and in the air, on his land.

  See and download the full gallery on posterous

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• benzrad 9:28 pm on July 4, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  

  neighbors watched pc game.

  
  

  

  early full moon in late sunset, and light house.

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  these days see happier villagers here in my hometown. i also enjoy the crisp air and dry burning sunshine.but not all things went in my favor, like last dusk, the insane nephew, the only son of my eldest brother, occupied the front yard of my past dad's old house and there pretending reading on his cellphone. the neighbor girl, who was refuted by me several times when attempting using my notebook to surf, also join him and giggling a lot. i had to evade the dirt and roam in narrow back yard of my dad's house. the neighbor in back yard was a shabby copycat of my dad, and long time stealing my dad's life teaching and brewing hostile against my old family. so r the conjunction neighbors, all watching my stride there and guessed what i will bent to call to chat. i didn't chat to anybody but found the almost full moon very bright in early night sky. so i took some photos for it. some of them quite satisfying. in the night i again worked till 10:30 pm before went to bed, after some time felt sleepy. 

  
  

   recent morning i often felt sleepy, so seldom worked outdoor in the morning. this morning i started to work late after breakfast. but today sees lots of next generations in the village visiting my dad's house. the neighbor boy, a grandson of the evil dark house owner, who had frequent here, and 2 grandsons of my past uncle. they watched and tried games on my notebook.

  
  

   its a nice day, esp. mother cooked a jar of meat for dinner. i enjoy it alone, get rid of the insane nephew, in our back yard.i admire the plenty of meat in citizen life. however, i more enjoy the fresh vegetable from this fertile land. 

  
  

  OK, this the end of my babble this time. i miss u, all my girls, very much. in fact, i m a bit sorry for i longing for u so long a time. God sees our fate and future of Joice in coming years.

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• benzrad 8:37 am on June 30, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  
  

  From Family&folks ∑ hometown journey

  
  

  From Still lifes (3) ∑ hometown journey

  
  

  From Still lifes (3) ∑ hometown journey

  yesterday i finally got all family facebook’s vanity profile urls, after a previous day’s hot waiting and vain. it rained when i busy with getting enough mobiles to pass the verification a new vanity url demands. in the night i tried to join a chatroom to get more fans to my family pages in exchange i become fans to more pages i never heard in the aim to pass the limit facebook set to allow a page’s vanity url. then my eldest brother knocked our door and sent us 2 slices of water melon. i went to bed eariler than usual, but a dream woke me up in mid night and stay me awoke almost all night. i dreamed of a newly got well being guy suggesting travel countryside with his car. then in a sex course woke me up i found the feeling of ema, my baby son’s mother, and my own, upon sex. i got view that faith in God is in fact the longest and most passionate sex the faith owner can get. and his gifted beloved blessed with the longest and most peaceful, the most harmonious sex pleasures, the only lasting warmth in men&women’s life. faith grant believers the longest and lasting warmth fails age and rigidity/mediocrity age brings. its started raining since then. how i love the rain, which always remind me of the warmth of house, mutual cares in homes when no other distractions but just gathering rain brings. i gradually reviewed all my love with my girls, esp. Lü and Masheng, for who i most looking forward to join me and care my life together. from girl Lü i started to review the girl Jiangyue, a once student of ema and got ema’s tutor together with girl Lü at ema’s house. i previously felt girl Jiangyue might belongs to my baby son, for in the end of the tutuor and in a occasion baby chosen her while i more satisfied by the competent girl Lü. no, i got wrong, this moment i made clear, after the drizzle and a shit release in the mid of this blogging, and worry about the security and frustrating of girl Jiangyue upon my missing love to her. i made clear Jiangyue belongs to my Royal and IS my wife. my God had and forever cares her, including her growth and career’s independence, as well as self-realization. i made clear my baby son’s uniting with girl(s) in family name "Jiang", can be quite late, all in God’s setting which forever the best. i made clear girl Jiangyue can join me any time, and can live with my together from now on.

  its a hard night for i can’t sleep. i also reviewed the nighbor wives’ foolish admire toward me. none of them can partake my love, nor even my warmth of faith. i belongs to the world, not the residents now in Zhudajiu, my hometown village and my past dad’s sovereign.my love for my beloved girls never shake nor lapse. my love blesses all my girls with eternal and happy life. my love brings them harmony of sex we never forget nor discontent.

  its a nice week, for those i got from the cyberspace, except this morning. in some flash message i worry about girl Jiangyue’s falling to hopelessness, but now i felt better. God constantly cares all my beloved, all girls can join my life to share the faith for God, and my Royal to mandate the world belongs to us.

  ok, now time to bye. thanks God, Jiangyue, i never miss ur love again. i took u now. follow me and join me as soon as u can. i love u.

  it resumes to drizzle now, just when i prepared to wire to the net. God, save me, save my all girls need me. forever and never seen glory to u!!!

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• benzrad 3:31 pm on June 22, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  i tried lots of web proxies. my newly created blogger blog shown me admin but the blogger management panel don't give me admin privilege, not allowing me to invite authors. i don't' why why it is, all my old blogs all defying my inviting authors function after i logon blogger.com via a web proxy and the only working one. they broke into my web id long time, and i not sure if they stealth my admin privilege and cheat the site not to allow my admin privilege while shown me as admin on the page, or just the web proxy confused blogger.com's admin system.

  later i resort to freedur, which enjoy good fame among Chinese users under China tighten surveillance these days. but i can only access blogger.com homepage once, after i submit my login detail, my traffic again fell into mute.i sometimes casually open a blog's homepage, and shown i logon for the page shown edit link to allow me open editing widget window, but thats' all, any attempts to open the setting page of my blogs indifferently went lost.

  shit the China surveillance. they acted like can't wait time anymore to spent out their only time before their total collapse. surely they saw their hells.

  however, i got my blogs on blogger.com for my left baby bird, they r http://birdous.blogspot.com and http://birdnus.blogspot.com . i also claimed a blog for my web id benzrad, at http://benzrad.blogspot.com .thx God, i recent paid more attention to my baby&myself Chinese Pinyin name, and even blogger's user so large a group, i got our blogs in exact Chinese name or my coined name without any deter. they r http://zhuchujia.blogspot.com http://warrenzhu.blogspot.com ,mine http://benzrad.blogspot.com .with these beautiful namespace, i felt really bounty of God's gift for my Royal of China under his shine.

  fairway, China surveillance and shits Internet cop/dog. my kingdom doomed to grow and blow, ur destiny of tomb near and near. u pick fall. i endorsed with rising.

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• benzrad 9:10 pm on May 25, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  

  shrimps produced locally, with crabs.

  

  driplet on buds.

  it has been more than a week since i update my album here. i recently surfed lately in night, so gotup later than usual. these days frequent cloudy days, so i can work in open air in my dad's house' front yard for more than 7 hours or so. there r also raining days. last sunset when i sang a love song, it drizzled, from a sunny day. this morning before i gotup it rained and continued since them. i worked in my bedroom under lamp most of the day, busy with fine tuned the background picture of my family twitter accounts, and i think its rewarding. i got break till after 3pm and satisfied. after rested some time i decided to blog it, and update my album with shots, mostly still life in the rain.

  those days i also spent lots of time got myself familiar with the expanding service of qq, a domestic mainstream service provider. i also fine tuned my microblog with 3 domestic sp, ie. qq's taotao, jiwai.de, fanfou.com, founding can update all of them via qq's signature. i also setup my cellphone, so as to post on the move, and autopost to other microblog portal, including my twitter.

  i do anything under God's guide. still, i got revenge from my nephew, who i love best among the next generation of my old family. i started to comment on his blog at qzone, a service of qq, when he complained pains of losing a love, then he silenced, till recently he practicing in remote province before his graduation. this time he despised love and friendship. i commented that they do exist and should be cherished. i told him he in God's fond. that ignite his revenge. he didn't deleted all posting, but changed his homepage with picture of sword and titled it "killing". i never forget anything i did, but i surely see the gaps between the faith and the person self-contented in material world.

  ok, its a peaceful night, and the rain likely stopped. i thank u, Masheng, let me the baptism and time to linger indoor and watch the rain. its really too beautiful.

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  raining afternoon, front yard of my past dad's old house.

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• benzrad 11:33 am on May 17, 2009 | 0 | # |
  

  i had reported the passing granny, Dai in family name, in my previous twitter. yesterday her funeral held by her offspring. granny Dai is the wife of an zhu, who passed earlier than her many years without any child, in the village. she is a short and a bit fat woman, generally hospitable. she and her husband adopted a girl, who married her neighbor in the village, 3th son of a family with 3 sons and a daughter. so all the offspring of her son-in-law and his relatives joined the funeral and mourning as her sons. its in a long time my first time to witness a village funeral, and many moments in the process when i shot photos and videos for the event i preview the funeral of my past dad, whose funeral i missed and never assured all went right. i many times felt would cry but my camera let me engaged. its also likely my first performance in front of my countryside patriots since my falling into madness several years ago, after so many years they seeing me as the gifted and looked up in expectation of achievement, for i was enrolled by a prodigious university, Nankai Univ., in China, first in the history of zhudajiu, my hometown village. nowadays i really in broad view of my world, and devoted to lead God's glory and sovereign on the land, as well as the nation in my coming kingdom of 1109 years. in the days since my return to the village, i really felt my Royal was inspired by the world that belongs to me, not all the folks in the village, for i perceived so many evil eyes and souls in the village, esp. the blood connected pals, who shown lots of hatred toward my past dad and my old family. God surely let anyone has his goal and pleasure of self-realization independently, but leader like my past dad, should not be hated for his brilliance. only ill hearts and hatreds-filled persons can do. i really saw in these days that God's glory is the kind that its perfection never seen before on the earth, its just too perfect to leave any dent of trifle or meaningfulless among men. it lasts every moments and flashs like beam of light, flows across like breeze in a pulse.

  half of yesterday was in rain. it started soon after the coffin left the square of the village and after i sorted photos and videos just shot in front yard of my past dad's house, via my notebook and camera. it just so auspicious for me, for i love rain, love baptism, love seeing Masheng rest herself and girl lü in duty in the Sun's setting. i love the constrain rain brings to too  bustle persons and ceases to enjoy the superpower of the nature. some women watched my photos, then all cooking utilities moved to my dad's old house, and since them lots of villages busy in the house, cooking, arranging, or watching my works on tv or web in my bedroom.

  its a nice day, the daughter-in-law of my elder brother brought her webcam to me and i succeeded to install it. my baby still in these days loathed to talk with me, but i felt i can have more chance to talk with him and his mother online.

  ok, below is my works for the funeral, which also reminded me one of my teacher, Daijun (in same family name of the past granny), whose fond on me envied by my alumni including those scores in subjects higher than mine and generally more important in class ( they told me later when i in college, while i never felt the fond when i cramming myself for college entrance exam and in depression), in my senior middle school, Huanggang Middle School.

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  Ps: shits! the China surveillance now blocked blogger.com and all my blogspot blogs. i had problem to post my album in flash and 4 videos. what they wan to hell do?

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